a new life...a new beginning.....

After all the I've done.....still you manage to treat me that way??!!?.....though you haven't heared anything from me.... how I wish you will realized......

I had .........

here i go again....

medyo di naman sa relax....nag mumulti-tasking lang....tsk tsk tsk...

(doing lots of things at the same time)

ok here you go.....

the person whom i ask sorry for....is the person which at the time we met until now...i considered precious...this person is so sweet...cute...adorable....all the good adjective that you can think of.....whom, i started to love....

if given a chance by that person.....without hesitation..i will grab it....ill prove to that person that i am worthy of the chance that , that person will give me.

mahal ko sya...and i admit we were too fast...so fast....ending up the 2 of us in a cold room on a rainy night.... im so sorry... i was so fast.... i respect you that much...the time that i saw you....i was attracted to you...i already started caring for you....... but to my excitement.....we ended up like this.....

but if that person gonna give me a chance....i swear ill do my best...everything to prove to that person that i will cherish that person forever......

i know i was too fast....ended up finding ourselves alone in a cold room....if only i wasnt that hasty......

as i was walking on those dark streets under the rain that night, i was crying...asking my self why.....why i was so fast...i even didnt know your full name.....(i was do dumb)

perhaps you already knew or have an idea what happened....????

though both of us enjoyed it but i was.... if only i waited fo a perfect time...maybe it is much congenial.......still i treasured it....cherished it much....

i missed you..... now....when im all alone, i find my self in a corner..thinking of you.....trying to paint your face on my mind....reminiscing the time that i first saw you...... your lovely and beautiful twinkling eyes....

hai...(sigh)...if only i can......

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if i'm gonna ask you.....base on what happened....what can you say?