thoughts

It's dark within me, around me, surrounding me....
I'm afraid. I don't remember how to smile....
The sun's radiance scares me,
Will I melt or will I bloom?
My tears have fallen ceaselessly,
Like the rains of the late May....
Do I have the strength to be happy?
Do I have the courage to be true?
Can my truth be my light?
Will you see me shine?
Or will you hold my hand while I'll try to be me again?.....